So we were driving home from the fair (Rennisance Fair) and I was just looking out the window, right? Suddenly, theres this like..black thing, flying in the sky and it was so peaceful and I dont know but it made me want to cry. No, I'm not tired (okay maybe a little) but it like..it was so pretty, I just wanted to be with it. I thought of him then, yes, my "Brother", Roberto. I dont know why but, my urge to touch the black thing in the sky was like my love for him. I can never have it. Even if I could, I probably wouldnt watnt to take the arvantage for reasons I will now explain.
How could I let go of something so precious and wonderful to me (future skye must be laughing her ASS off now.) But yeah, I wouldnt be able to let go of that. I know that all relationships end but mine would just end in my death, leaving him to widow for about an hour then go hook up with someone.
Another one, who would ever want to date me? Especailly him, who's the greatest person on the planet, I dont deserve him in the least.
And another (this is relevant with the black thing int the sky as well) I dont want to change or corrupt it in anyway possible, it's so perfect the way it is.
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